June 2011
10 posts
3 Steps
Is it love when you can’t seem to risk it all? Is it foolishness when you can? Where do we draw the line? To love others, they say, you must learn to love yourself first. Yet, true love is selfless love, true love is built on hardships and sacrifice. Which is it? I’ve had 19 years and almost 2 days in this world and I’ve never met anyone who has had an answer nor have I an answer...
I Don't Want To Write About Love Anymore
I don’t want to write about love anymore. Every word drives the stake through my heart just a little bit deeper. A dull and yet intense pain floods over me with every paragraph finished. I don’t want to write about the stories of hope and ultimately, heartbreak. They hit a little too close too home. I don’t want write scenes of guy meets girl, then go on to live happily ever...
Changes
They say that change is inevitable, that of all the truths in the world this one is the most irrefutable. Change is as much as a part of life as life itself. Every moment at some small or grand scale change is happening, some part of you is dying, coming to life, transforming. I’m not here to argue against that but I am here to try and say something else regarding change.
Yes, change is...
Papercut Wound
//I’ve so many things I want to write about. So I guess I’ll just let this papercut wound bleed all over this text box and see what comes out, should be fun. Lezzdudizz.
Here it goes again, that empty feeling, that hollow heartbeat. I hear footsteps on the pavement but my feet aren’t even moving. I turn around and no one is there. A ghost, perhaps, a ghost of loneliness and...
I am tired and it shows.
Don’t want to walk these lonely roads.
At least, not anymore.
Can’t seem to catch my breath.
And I’m the only one left.
Don’t know what I’m walking for.
Consider this my final hope.
All in, balls out, go for broke.
I just can’t take this anymore.
Uninspired
That’s what I am. It’s unusual because typically the rain brings out the best in me and, while that not saying much, it usually leads to pages upon pages of words, useless, hollow and empty words, sure but words nonetheless. Here’s to hoping that this next few paragraphs breaks me out of this “writer’s” block. :)
I’m gonna tell you this right now, you...
Little Girl, Hush
Wipe away those tears. Who said that this will be goodbye? Trust me, I’ve lost a lot of friends and I’ll do my damn-est to try and not lose another.
Let me explain this in a way that would over-complicate things, as is my specialty.
See, contrary to popular belief, I’m not dying. Well, not anytime soon… I hope. Anyway, I’m still a strong 18 year old dude who can...
a star waiting for the moon.: fall for a guy who... →
blackstaaarrr:
fall for a guy who sings. someone who’d break the radio just to get his chance of singing for you. someone who’d be unafraid to bust out a tune at the top of his lungs just so the world could hear the lyrics that are meant for no one else but you.
fall for a guy who writes. someone who’d be brave…
fall for me. :)) Joke
Nothing
We meet again blank text box. Now is about the time that I write about nonsensical things, so here I go.
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Barely had an hour of sleep. None on the FX on the way to Manila, that’s for sure. My eyes couldn’t close even if I had wanted them to. Yet this tiredness seems to radiate from all over me. I can’t seem to shake it. I’m sure you’re familiar...
.less
You are a third year Computer Science student, going on fourth this coming academic year. But that fact is hardly important except it totally is.
You see, those three years you were supposed to spend studying on ComSci stuff and what-not, well you wasted them and learned just about nothing. And now you’re faced with a hard decision, to transfer out to a course you love and new school or to...
