April 2012
5 posts
JAC
I stare at the silver sheen on a black label, this and my yellow cricket. They’ll save me from my own thoughts. A flame appears and I take breath. Oh sweet taint, bitterly filled with false hopes, has me lost. Frantic, the chaos of wanting to be somewhere other than here. Desperate for direction, a guiding light perhaps? At worst, I ask for the ending, a misguidedly sweet ending. Embers red...
Apr 18th
A Letter To 11 Year Old Me
Hey there little guy. You’re most likely asleep by now, after a night of tv and whatever it is I used to do back when I was little. Anyway, you’re entering that awkward stage that I haven’t quite left yet, and it’s gonna be not too easy for you. I know for me it wasn’t, still ain’t. So here are some tips that might or might not help you along. Stop worrying...
Apr 16th
A Rant turned to a Semi-Love letter.
I admit this was supposed to be a hastily written rant about many things, disrespect, judgmental-ness and the absolute absence of compassion but then the night came and doused all my anger, at least most of it. So here goes my attempt to transform what was an expletive filled post with half a semblance of sense to something that tries and furiously strives to make sense. What was once a fuming...
Apr 13th
Some Nights
//Title is stolen from the best album from FBR since TTTYG. Some nights, I just want to be someone else. Yeah, I said it and I admit it. By all accounts and indications, I am an average guy from an average family that earns average income. I play basketball, badminton, a few computer games, the guitar, piano, all of them at an average level.  I’m not a genius, not particularly handsome nor...
Apr 9th
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The Birth(day) of Two Brothers
/*I had previously written over 5 paragraphs worth on these two guys, but my laptop died and everything vanished. I shall be more brief this time. Partly, because I don’t want that to happen again but mostly because it’ll be hard to remember all the embellishments I had written beforehand. Sorry guys. */ I’m just gonna go with the basics. It was my 2nd year within the four walls...
Apr 9th